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Well unfortunately my temp gig is coming to an end...sigh...

I've been informed I have a few weeks to get another job lined up before they don't need me any longer. So it's back to joining the 9.1% of California that is unemployed yet again.

So here I am back at the beginning, wondering what the hell I'm supposed to do. Good news is I already have 2 interviews lined up tomorrow. *Yay*  So fingers crossed I land one of them.

This hectic post-gradu transitional stage of life isn't as fun as I thought it was going to be.  So my thoughts are...why not go back to school? I think a Masters degree might be in order given certain circumstances. I miss college and I don't think I'm finished with education and learning? (Can we say nerd?)

A lot of people might disagree with me but I find learning fascinating. I enjoyed school and attending classes unlike most of my peers. Despite economic limitations, I might muster up the will-power to make it happen. Now accepting donations for the "get Jami her Masters fund."

Starting to wonder if anything will ever be good enough. Will I ever have the sense of satisfaction with my life or will I always be seeking something better. Maybe the grass really is greener...
Of course, it's good to push yourself to new limits and have high expectation for yourself...but when does constant striving become unhealthy and counter productive? I'm sure I'll find out soon enough.

I just need to relax and be happy with the way things are going right now...I'm in a great relastionship, I have great friends, I'm back at the gym, and I'm pretty sure I'll have a job soon enough. Is it really so bad? *Sighs*

Perhaps I just put too much pressure on myself. Who knows...
I just don't want to get too caught up planning for the future and stressing myself out that I forget to enjoy the present. It is very important to live everyday to the fullest and take advantage of every opportunity. Cliche I know...but its true.

I guess things could be much worse off.<3